Being an Adult

I hate change. Hate it. Granted, sometimes it brings good things aka...my kids. But a lot of times it brings BAD things, or, at the very least, things you could live without. But this year has been the year of change for yours truly, so would one thing more really hurt? I'm currently faced with what could become a life changing decision. Seriously, my entire life would change. And this change would be completely my decision. I don't have to make it. I can let this opportunity pass by and go on with life as I know it. Or, I could "take a leap" and go for it. There's not anyone who can make this decision for me. And that's a lot of pressure. There's honestly not a lot in life that I can honestly say has been 100% my decision. There's always been contributing factors. I am (sadly) poorly equipped to handle such a decision. Did I mention there are time limitations??? Yeah. Talk about pressure...(starts singing along with Queen). I'll let you know how I feel about change in a week or so. For now, my prayer buddies, just pray I make the best decision for me and the kiddos.